C.S. Lewis Song

If i find in myself
Desires nothing in this world can satisfy
I can only conclude
That I, I was not made for here

If the flesh that I fight
is at best only light and momentary
Then of course, I'll feel nude
When to where I'm destined I'm compared

Speak to me in the light of the dawn
Mercy comes with the morning
I will sigh and with all creation groan
As I wait for hope to come for me


Am I lost or just less found
On the straight or on the roundabout of the wrong way
is this a soul that stirs in me
is it breaking free, wanting to come alive

cos my comfort would prefer for me to be numb
And avoid the impending birth of who I was born to become

Speak to me in the light of the dawn
Mercy comes with the morning
I will sigh and with all creation groan
As I wait for hope to come for me


For we
we are not long here
our time is but a breath
so we better breathe it

And I
I was made to live
I was made to love
I was made to know You

Hope is coming for me
Hope is coming for me
Hope is coming for me
Hope, He's coming


Speak to me in the light of the dawn
Mercy comes with the morning
I will sigh and with all creation groan
As I wait for hope to come for me


If there is nothing on this earth that can satisfy the desires of my heart, then I don't belong here...

Choices

Strangely... I thought i was faced with choices...
To realise that all I had to do was just to be myself... It's not so much of the choices I have to make in the first place...

Why have I become the person I'm not?
I knew i was in a mess, but I didn't realise it was this messy

Ok i need to undo this mess now... I'm gonna go to Jesus to seek help..

I need to say goodbye to the world for a while.


p/s: a good friend of mine told me today, "I don't think u're just walking around and not daring to launch and take off. U're sitting there, and don't even dare to get up and walk!"

OMG! so scary! he's being too honest... but it's good... honesty is good. That's what i need to hear now actually... haha!