Choices

Strangely... I thought i was faced with choices...
To realise that all I had to do was just to be myself... It's not so much of the choices I have to make in the first place...

Why have I become the person I'm not?
I knew i was in a mess, but I didn't realise it was this messy

Ok i need to undo this mess now... I'm gonna go to Jesus to seek help..

I need to say goodbye to the world for a while.


p/s: a good friend of mine told me today, "I don't think u're just walking around and not daring to launch and take off. U're sitting there, and don't even dare to get up and walk!"

OMG! so scary! he's being too honest... but it's good... honesty is good. That's what i need to hear now actually... haha!